Frustration and Anger

Hi all, sorry, this is gonna be an angry and frustrated post, as what the title suggests.

I just need a channel to vent out my anger right now or I will smash my laptop, mobile and everything around me. Literally. wtf.

The past few weeks had been a bitch to me as I was at the cross road and I had to make a choice and take the chance. It was not a small decision to make and goodness knows how long I gathered my courage to finally take the chance. I thought things would turn out to be better, but I am wrong. Still wrong.

People can be evil and ungrateful to you, mark my words. No matter how much you sacrificed for them. No matter what you did for them. Once they know that you cannot be manipulated anymore, that's it. You will get to see the ugly side. And it is not nice. It is emotionally draining, infuriating, upsetting and goodness knows what else.

And yet I have never seen these evil people's downfall. I mean, shouldn't these people get their retribution for being like that?

There's a saying, what goes around, comes around. Does this even hold true? Or just some words to make the victims of the evil feel better? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I am actually a forgiving person and no matter what, I believe I do possess a kind heart. But I am now pushed to my limit. I can't be forgiving to these people. I just can't. I hope they will learn their lessons one day. If that is ever gonna happen, that is.

Oh well. Time to get back to work. =(

Much love all.