LIMIT

I'm reaching my limit. Very soon. Watch out for explosion~!!~!!!!!!

Frustration and Anger

Hi all, sorry, this is gonna be an angry and frustrated post, as what the title suggests.

I just need a channel to vent out my anger right now or I will smash my laptop, mobile and everything around me. Literally. wtf.

The past few weeks had been a bitch to me as I was at the cross road and I had to make a choice and take the chance. It was not a small decision to make and goodness knows how long I gathered my courage to finally take the chance. I thought things would turn out to be better, but I am wrong. Still wrong.

People can be evil and ungrateful to you, mark my words. No matter how much you sacrificed for them. No matter what you did for them. Once they know that you cannot be manipulated anymore, that's it. You will get to see the ugly side. And it is not nice. It is emotionally draining, infuriating, upsetting and goodness knows what else.

And yet I have never seen these evil people's downfall. I mean, shouldn't these people get their retribution for being like that?

There's a saying, what goes around, comes around. Does this even hold true? Or just some words to make the victims of the evil feel better? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I am actually a forgiving person and no matter what, I believe I do possess a kind heart. But I am now pushed to my limit. I can't be forgiving to these people. I just can't. I hope they will learn their lessons one day. If that is ever gonna happen, that is.

Oh well. Time to get back to work. =(

Much love all.

Back to blogging state again

Hi all, I am back with a revamped blog.

I guess this is just a post to reactivate my blog. wtf.

After 7 months. Gosh, I am so lazy~

Anyway, I am still kicking and alive, and I will try to update this as much as I can.

See ya~

Hello~I'm still alive

I am not a persistent person. I vowed that I would constantly update this personal site of mine but I did not. I abandoned it many times. I was at the verge of giving this up, but, the amount of time spent creating this blog would be wasted, and I didn't want that. (I am a technical idiot, so customizing this was a pain in the ass!!)

Ok, enough with that. I am back but this time, I will not promise constant updates, because I don't really have the time and energy to do so...

So, what have I been up to?

Work.

I am now interning in Ogilvy & Mather Advertising and I am placed under Project Management Unit. I am so lucky to get a great bunch of colleagues who help me so so much along the way. I believe this would turn into lifetime friendships. :)

Enough about work, because it's boring...!

I feel really weird recently, without knowing the reasons. Is it because of hormonal imbalance? I don't know. Maybe. One day I would be so ecstatic and the next I would be down in the dumps. Isn't it crazy?

I found out something and this is the thing that keeps me going on everyday. I am not as useless as I think. I found out about this when I started interning here... ^_^ I am capable and I learn fast. This is something that I didn't know, or rather, didn't believe. When one feels that one is worthless, one will not be happy because there is no goal in one's life, and that person would be drifted further apart from success, or happiness. Thank god this did not happen to me. I found my strengths and weaknesses. But I know I can go further... and I will try to build up more confidence in myself to face upcoming challenges. I hope that I will be able to overcome them calmly... *keeping my fingers crossed*

This post is going nowhere... I just felt like writing something... Random, I know.

Friends, I know I have been missing in action for a while. I am so so sorry. I promise I will make it up to you guys ya.... Love ya!

And lastly, my daddy surprised me with a phone call today. He called just to ask about my interview with Milestone. He has never done this before, I mean, he has never asked me anything about my career or studies before... weird. But that phone call managed to brighten up my day and put a smile on my face all day long. Thanks dad. I love you.

Good night everyone.

Anticipating the Langkawi Trip

It's now 3.41 am. I can't sleep yet. Not that I am not sleepy, but I am just excited and I have too many things to bring to Langkawi and I seriously do not know how to pack my stuffs. All my friends know that I am a really bad packer because I always try to bring too many stuffs - stuffs that I may or may not need.

I feel that I need to bring those because there will be times like - "Oh why didn't I bring it? I wanna use/wear it!" or "MinMin, do you have this/that? No, I was supposed to bring it but I decided not to. Speaking of which, I feel like using/wearing it too!!" There are so many stuffs to bring - skin cares, masks, body lotion, sunblock, shampoo, conditioner, facial foam, clothes, hair dryer, etc etc... and the list goes on!

God I am taking so long to pack and I seriously need some sleep now... I think I will continue tomorrow... more updates with my trip to Langkawi soon~~